My New Resume

Okay, my husband said to me the other day, that if I spent as much time looking for a job as I did blogging about it, I would already be working and not stressing....I laughed for a moment and then felt set up......I'll show him......I'll get a job...So, I started looking through the Want Ad's.....nope, not fun; not qualified; I'm not working on weekends; oh, I don't think so; so, maybe I need to come up with my own "Want Ad/Resume so when that perfect someone sees it, they will hire me for my perfect job.....So, here it goes....

Happily (well she was until her husband told her she had to get a job) Married Female, Looking for that perfect job....I don't clean houses, I don't really like to talk on the phone, I will do you a favor and stay home when I am feeling a little hormonal (trust me, you will thank me later for this one), I want to dress up on some days, and others I just don't care....Really depends on the mood for the day; Really need Monday's and Friday's off....Monday's to do laundry and stuff around the house...Friday's...well, just because;....I want to make a lot of money because I don't like to just shop for the fun of it, I like to purchase things when I shop; I will travel...as long as it is to Cabo, Hawaii, anything with white sand at my feet;
Don't bother calling me to set up an appointment (remember the whole I don't like to talk on the phone, so I probably won't answer).....I will call you.....

Now, I sit and wait...Mean time, I better find a "real people" job......

I need some WHINE with my cheese

The other day, my husband and I were taking our oldest son to have his wisdom teeth taken out and just talking about everything. Some how we got on the subject of blogs and jobs....Out of the blue my husband said, "if you would spend as much time looking for a job as you do blogging about how sick it makes you, you would be working right now and not stressing about it"......
We all laughed because at the time it was funny....but to the point...My husband is the BEST person in the world to get me to see things clearly.....I can't count how many times he has pointed something out and it was like my eyes were suddenly opened...I often wonder how it is that I can't see it.....

Regarding the job hunt, I couldn't see it because I was sooo busy dwelling on the fact that things were going to change in my life...Yeah, so what....I have an Aunt dying of cancer....I have a very young cousin fighting with all her might with cancer.....And I'm worried about a stupid job....

So, next week is the start of school. And the start of my serious job hunt....And it's all good.....

Job Hunting Is NO fun

This is my life......wake up, make my coffee, hit the "Want-Ads" looking for a job....so far, NOTHING!!! I have called about a few, but today, I'm no closer to finding a job than last year!!!!

Now, my husband is telling me I need something full time....Okay, how in the heck is that going to work....Who is going to take the kids and pick them up from school? When he told me what I had to make to survive, I wanted to throw up.....I will be making enough to support my kids at their private school....We still get no further...just maintain...I'm sick of just maintaining.....I want to be able to do things....go places, buy things....

I know this sounds soooo spoiled rotten....Because when I'm looking at it, I'm saying the same thing....

Tonight, I was taking my oldest son to his friends house for a birthday party....WOW!!! When I saw their house I was shocked....I am so happy for them...It is beautiful!!!!! But, not sure we will ever live in something like that...yes, she works...for her husband...who is a doctor....

I am in a big major funk tonight....I am out of time to find the job that would make me okay to leave the house and be gone from family....Now, it's find anything that will pay quick.....

I might as well face it....I have to go back to teaching.....not what I wanted to do, however, it's what I can do to have summers with the kids.....ready for this, no jobs....those have been filled...so, I thought I would sub...however, he is saying I need something now...and subbing might not be enough......I am drowning right now......I feel as though I have just let go of the life support that was my safety and going into the deep despair of fear.........

I'll be better soon...just not tonight....