HATE JOB HUNTING.....

Okay, for three days, I have been looking for a job....I hate it, I hate it, I hate it....I think mostly because I hate change....I am realizing my boys are growing up and I need to turn that page, but I don't want to...I loved my life when the boys were young...We slept late, got up, ate breakfast, and played...We would ride bikes, take a walk in the rain, watch Little Bear, take naps together, just do whatever we wanted. That is what I like so much about summer, I get my boys back. But it is time to move on. The boys are both going to private school and I need money. We are having a hard time with finances especially since we bought our flip house and we have a ware house that is sitting empty needing some TLC and on the market.
This is going to sound really spoiled, however, I want a job that is going to make me happy. I know they are out there. I hear people say they love their jobs. I also hear people say they hate their job and they are NOT happy. Life is too short to not be happy. Maybe I need to find a want ad section that says, Hey you, I got the "happy" job you have been looking for all your life....it is now ready for you......and the pay is good also!!!!!!!